Unorthodox Dom: (New Adult BDSM Romance) (The Unorthodox Trilogy) by Lilah E. Noir

Author:Lilah E. Noir [Noir, Lilah E.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-11-19T16:00:00+00:00

VII

I asked for the rest of the afternoon off. Over the last few months, I’d done plenty of overtime hours so I’d earned myself a bit of time off. If only I didn’t have to use it to deal with an emergency.

My first urge was to go straight home and have a long talk with Kat. It’d be a bad idea to rush it. We’d both be emotional and that wouldn’t help. She could also use some time for kneeling and thinking on her own. Hopefully, Kat really had gone to my place and listened to my orders.

Meanwhile, I needed time to cool my jets, sit down and draw up a plan. I spent the next few hours in my favorite cafe. The place looked so peaceful, in contrast with my anxiety. The sunlit room was quiet except for the low, relaxing music. There were a few other people with laptops like me, sipping their lattes. At one point, I raised my head to order another cup of coffee and wondered briefly what they were doing. Maybe they were writers working on the big novels that would save them from their day jobs. Or maybe they were ambitious entrepreneurs preparing their startup.

I bet no one else was working on a therapy course for their girlfriend.

This could go so wrong. I wasn’t a psychologist and there was a great chance I’d do more harm to Kat. It had completely escaped my attention that she was falling apart until that afternoon. I’d been blind to what was happening with her.

So what gave me the right to experiment with her fragile mind, using kink of all things?

There was no way to know but I had to give it a try. Anything would be better than her going back to her hometown. Kat had waited far too long before she begged for help.

I was running out of time.

A few hours later, I got up from the table, paid my bill and walked out of the building with a tight throat and a sick feeling in my stomach. The worry of what I’d find when I went to my apartment didn’t let go of me during the entire ride home.

It was already dark when I entered my shady living room. The only illumination came from the street lamps that cast peculiar shadows on the floor. A sigh of relief escaped my lips when I saw Kat kneeling in one of the lighter spots near the window. She hadn’t bothered to turn the lights on, or she’d been down on her knees for hours, afraid to break out of the stance. Slight guilt crept in. The poor girl was probably exhausted. I didn’t make it easier by forcing her stay in an uncomfortable position for hours.

She was still except for her trembling shoulders, staring at the floor, like a praying sinner and a guilty child. It broke my heart to see her that way and feel her anguish. The nausea threatened to make me dizzy but I pushed it away, walked closer to my girlfriend and started circling around her.

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